i'm the outcast of my town

[jen]

i live in a decent sized town but it seems to be the anal retentive self righteous hypocrite capital of the world. i can't be exposed to sun light do to a genetic disorder. most of my life it was manageable but the last couple years i can't handle any sun exposure so i must stay covered when i go into public during daylight hours. i wear a dark grey cloak & use various colors of veils over my face as well as long gloves to cover my hands & arms. i don't go out much but when i do it's like i am death, all i am missing is the scythe. people stare & point at me, i guess they don't realize i see them pointing & mothers pull their children away from me, even when i am using lighter/brighter colors to keep covered with. the children are the only ones who bother to ask me why they can't see me & i answer them sweetly & honestly that the sun hurts my skin. i have always wanted to wring the necks of the ignorant people in my city but since i have been forced into such seclusion by my own health, i have seen people flaunt their ignorance & get told on a regular basis by people who do know of my condition that if i would be who God wants me to be & have faith He would take this affliction from me. i used to be able to bite my tongue when i would hear such things but i don't think i can if i hear it one more time. my patience gets thinner every time i am forced to interact with these people, is there anywhere on this planet where people are less quick to judge???

[alison krieg]

I dont really have any advice for you but i just wanted to say that people suck if they cant understand that you cant handle sunlight and that is why you dress the way that you do then fuck them its thier problem not yours. i understand that you dont like being pointed at and talked about but people are ignorant you find them every where i wish there were some thing i could do or say to help you out but people are just assholes and you find the same people every where sure the names are different and the faces too but on the inside they are all the same anal retentive ass wipes.

[PsYcHo]

I've been around the world and still have never found a place that people don't judge someone else for whatever reason. If u find one let me know. But I do understand ur condition I have a friend that was like that when she was lil but she out grew hers for the most part, but on the other hand she's allergic to water.